numb.
I feel numb.
It seems like no matter what... I feel numb.
Guess I need some counseling.
11.06.2008
Name: Marla
Location: Pleasanton, CA
These are my real-life observations, experiences, rants and raves as a 32-year-old Christian woman whose nickname happens to be Bean. I am a devoted wife, step-mom, daughter, sister and friend. All of my random remarks and interests tend to make me look like an insane individual, but definitely a lover of all things pretty. View my complete profile.
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2 Comments:
I don't think there is anything wrong with having periods in our life in which the emotionality seems to fade away into a numbness. This certainly would make sense in transitioning through a big change. It helps us cope... I guess the line between natural coping mechanism and unhealthy mental struggles is how long it lasts. Use your best judgement.
I found your blog while searching for names for a blog of my own to post mostly family pictures. I was touched by your saddness due to the loss of your home. I too lost my home many years ago to a fire, and you do truly grieve the loss. We too lost our beloved pet, a white tiny toy poodle, in the fire. I was fortunate to have gotten myself and our two small children out. We had only the clothes we were wearing. I felt like I had aged twenty years in one day. Like you, we were blessed with much love and help from family and friends. Trust me it does get better with time. During one of the sad times I had, while going through the loss of our possessions, someone gave me a small bit of advise, and it helped me, so I will pass it along to you that maybe you can find some comfort in it as well.... "Do not cry over the things that cannot cry for you." As they are just things. I will keep you in my prayers and I hope things will improve for you and your family.
Take Care....Marla (also).
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